What a difference a year makes! In the past year since my awakening I find myself... creating. Essays, poems, playlists, shapes, project proposals, what have you! I pick up ideas and life lessons in every corner of everywhere both in real life and in dreams.
I do not know what to do with all these drafts yet but I do know I need to structure and share them to find my soul fam! Because even with the wonderful spiritual progress I have been experiencing, at times I find myself lonely and isolated. Sometimes I wonder if I broke my brain and if I am getting mad in this process of awakening.
I believe at times it is the inspiration, not the writer, who is creating. I want to continue examining the genius (and madness?) that woke me as I navigate my life in this new skin.
And since I spend an inordinate amount of time getting mad I might as well consider making a living out of this sweet madness! I mean, I asked the universe to help me find a job and she helped me find my soul instead. It seems I may need to communicate better with mother nature but the more I create while looking for work, the more I think that job-hunting is the distraction and creating is the point of all this Creation. *Insert a moment of reflection here* Isn't it? So yes, I believe this is my soul's direction. I would like to nourish my creations and hopefully birth my purpose into the world. This requires my full attention and the need to chill. Abundance (yes you, income) will find me as I mother my purpose.